make me vanish
i'm misplaced
and all motives lost

i feel banished;
the place i belong
is a nameless destination

current mood: empty

In the wreckage of a job well done
I saw a place I'd never seen before, yeah
And that moment I refused to close my eyes anymore

-Rise Against, "Worth Dying For"

tonight, i realize that regardless of how much shit you may be in, or how much your "life may suck," you can never take a step backwards and refuse to take a step forward.  As much as you can try, you can't resist change; it comes naturally and everything flows perfectly with anything that happens, regardless of how "shit is raining" on you.  So keep your head up, and look at the path in front of you instead of the tracks you leave behind.  Time is a-wasting my friends, wake up and smell the ashes.

overall mood: content :)

random summer idea: get back into Xanga! :P

So here i am at the Extended Stay America Hotel in Waco, bored out of my mind while i wait for tomorrow so i can finally register for classes.  Recently, i have been keeping up to date on my choice classes (checking to see if they got filled and whatnot) and so far, so good.  The only class that got filled up was Religon, which is easily fixed as there are many classes available.

Seems like this summer i'm getting back into old habits: using AIM, Xanga, playing some sort of MMO, creating random photoshop works to express my feelings, and finding myself bored regardless of how consumed i seem in almost any given situation.  When i am not bored, i find myself talking to those 4 important people, and you know who you are (MaAsOlJo)!  It is thanks to you that i am still sane and able to live :D

Running off on another tangent, Facebook has taken over my boredom hours, namely Speedracer. :P A game so simple can be so addicting when you're only allowed to play for a reasonable about of time.  Earning money and purchasing upgrades and/or trading in cars is a task that has been prolonged when someone like me would rather play it for hours and get bored of the repetitive-ness.  The game is simple; you start off with a car that contains a mere 250hp, and when you race, it is based off the amount of hp you have and a little bit of luck.  If you have more hp than your opponent and you win, the winnings consist of 500 credits, and if your opponent has more, the winnings yield an extra 250 credits.  Kinda funny how most games of chance (cards, gambling, speedracer, etc.) are the ones that are most addicting, isn't it?

Well, that concludes the random thoughts going through my head.. or at least the ones i'm willing to share! :P

*EDIT --> Add in

and as of 7:02pm (central), all those that kept me sane have stopped for their own personal reasons. Sigh. I must fend off both hunger and temper with patience.. Confusion strikes, but nothing i can't handle. Business people say time is money in order to get wealthy, but i say time is wealth, to get happy.